i need some motivation to finally finish The Dayenders. im not even half way done with it and its been about 4-5 years ive been working on it. granted, ive only worked on it a few weeks per year in that time. how i ever get anything done i will never know.
The only time i feel in my element is when i am filming.
Through all the headaches, the annoyances, the challenges,
I feel at home.
I don’t have as much experience as i should at my age,
but i know i am more knowledgeable than most double my age.
So why do i draw a blank when behind the camera?
Skill is the ability to use your knowledge to create something.
This ability, sadly, i am in short supply of.
what i have in knowledge i lack in skill.
My profession of choice is film making,
the process of telling a story by stitching various video clips together.
This i can do. and do well.
But rarely impress, and you need to make an impression to make it anywhere in my field.
All i need is practice.
With practice i know i can be the best.
With enough practice i can be legendary.
And i plan on being the best legend.
*just something i felt i needed to say.